i was unconscious, half asleep. the water is warm till you discover how deep. i wasn't jumping for me it was a fall. it's a long way down to nothing at all. it's just a moment. this time will pass.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
..lame
i wanted a cake for my birthday.for the first time in 20 years, i actually wanted something.A CAKE.it's lame i know.this year's birthday is one of my saddest.yep.sad.
this is ridiculous.. smiling, waiting for the camera to flash.. it's ridiculously cute i'd say... awfully embarrassing yes, but cute. :)
..a beautiful letdown
this is the sound of music
everyone thought it was nelson mandela.
"Your playing small does not serve the world. "
"There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you."
"And, as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
~Marianne Williamson
..listen to the silence
I could see through myself with words filled with so much despair. A reflection of a silhouette, lengthened like a darkened tunnel. A vastness of blues of the seas and sky; a confusion so powerful, crippling a god. The waft of a scented self invigorates a buried memory—reliving a mystified world of unknowns. Under the heavens it dwells; amongst us, it wakes.
indifference is my escape.there's nothing more liberating than not feeling.cowardly?i suppose so.but it works fine for me.let me be,for at least a minute or so.it will clear my head from all darkened and unwanted thoughts.a brief break from reality.my remedy.
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