silencio.

June 21, 2008 Saturday 10:05 PM

set my alarm at 3:30am to make sure i wouldn't be late for duty in the morning. i closed my eyes, cursed everything that deserves to be cursed and let out a loud sigh. no point hating everything, i said to myself. hope for a storm then maybe you wouldn't have to be up on ungodly hours tomorrow. the cold water is a problem yes, but the real deal is this: being on duty on a SUNDAY does something to your head that would make you wanna scream for.......for what exactly? i have no idea. i just don't wanna go. not on a sunday. or not ever.
June 22, 2008 Sunday 12:53 AM

there's something about my head that just woudn't stop! when i need it to be up and kicking, it wants to sleep. when i need it to sleep, it's WIDE AWAKE. wtf i nearly threw my phone when i saw the time. wtf am i doing up this early?

June 22, 2008 Sunday 3:00 AM

you woke up thirty minutes before you actually should! DAMN YOU!! -cursed. and then went back to bed.

June 22, 2008 Sunday 3:35 AM

nearly threw my phone away. freakin' alarm wont stop. after five minutes of contemplating,(really it was a silent battle between my head and my body) i decided to take a bath. the cold water should wake me up.
June 22, 2008 Sunday 4:04 AM

scared. just noticed the sound that the wind was making. it was like wisphering death to me. should i or should i not go? FUCK DUTY, right? i might die from whatever it is that's flying out there. Life is more precious than a 16-hour make-up duty (that is worth Php 1,600.oo). FUCK LOGIC kiemy! don't kill yourself!

June 22, 2008 Sunday 4:38 AM

on the taxi on my way to school. O.o stupid logic won't make me stay home.

June 22, 2008 Sunday 4:45 AM

arrived school. everyone's asking::: MAY DUTY BA TALGA??

June 22, 2008 Sunday 5:15 AM

the two groups decided (bravely) to text our (most probably) sleeping clinical instuctors. no one's responding. fifteen minutes later, jared's phone started ringing. everyone waited anxiously, our eyes reflecting hope and our heads silently screaming for " pls say NO DUTY!"

June 22, 2008 Sunday 5:38 AM

silently seated in jared's car, thankful for two things: No duty and for the free ride! woop!

6:31 am...

This day should be GREAT! Sweet life, no duty!!! :)